she showed me how our book would look like! and damn! it looked so f**king awesome and f**king beautiful especially when you have an awesome drawing for the cover!!!!!
wahh i feel the pressure even if no one's trying to pressure me!!! sh*t!
i have to make our cover and not just the cover but also the content(the drawings inside the book) beautiful and nice to look at!
opening of classes today for college but here i am, at home and blogging. i didn't skip classes, okay. the real class will start on June 17 and that's Wednesday. yeah Wednesday and we'll have Labor Standards subject to welcome us. great.
terror subject right at the start of classes. good luck to me and to the rest of 4BES1.
damn. i'm honestly not in the mood to read any books. specifically those that are related to academics. i still need more vacation. need more time to enjoy it. and i want more time to talk to Gian. speaking of Gian, *sigh* she'll be leaving us before October. she's going back to Canada. awww.. we'll miss her sooo much. Janel and i will surely miss her. she's been a great friend to us. thinking about it makes want to cry.
i was actually hoping that she could graduate with us. that the three of us (Janel, Gian and I) can spend the remaining college years together. oh well... there's always the Yahoo Messenger. we can always chat.
so a while ago, Ms. Glaiza PM-ed me. we had some nice conversations. kamustahan ng konti. kwento about dito. ayun. di ko akalain na medyo may pagka kalog ng onti si maa'm. haha!
she told me to come back at the office and that the people there kept on "pestering" her to process their OMAs.. haha! sorry maa'm! hehe! well i do miss CIIF. all those funny/crazy employees. those who kept on teasing me! haha! oh dear i really miss them. right now, i'm chatting with Gian(instead of me, starting to read the book) and discussing about our "small and dream project." Gian came up with the idea of writing a fiction having the three of us as the lead characters and our dream guys/idols as our lovers/partners. i swear i love this idea!
so we had our little story conference and shared our views, opinions or ideas about the project. we thought of our own different love stories, conflicts, romances and other stuff. it was really fun! some of us felt kiligwhen we were sharing our dream scenes/romances with our guys.. kyaa~~ getting excited about it! i'm gonna share some info about my love story with, guess who? no other than Akanishi Jin. kyaaa~~~~ oh yes, i'm making him my lover at the fiction! wahaha! isn't that great? wahahah!
so as i was saying, Jin will be my best friend here. we've known each other for so so long already.. he's into modelling while i'm into styling and i'm actually his stylist! it's a one-sided love, me having some secret feelings for him. what else? i guess that would be all for now! wahaha
Gian already started writing the fic and hopefully we get to finish it before she heads back to Canada but i doubt about it. we need to make this fic really awesome so we'll be needing more time. and by the way, i get to draw the characters! and i'm having a hard time now, actually. i don't know if i can do it but i'm trying and will definitely try! i will work hard!!!
i already started sketching the characters and here are some drafts or sketches that i made. well i only took pictures of them and they're not really that good.
btw before i forget, the pairings in the fiction are the following:
IrisxJin GianxChangmin JanelxMinho
so here are my horrible sketches. sorry for the super duper low quality!
*oops! forgot to take pictures of Janel's character!
so this is me, rather, how my character will look like. (this is the approved look of my character)
(this is not yet the final look of Gian's character but basically she'll have a long and a bit curly hair.)
(this is Janel. still, not yet the real look but just to give you an idea of how her character will look like. short hair but a bit longer than mine.)
and as for the boys, (this is Jin but i think i'll change some details with his look. he look so serious and evil)
oh and this is a chibi Jin. XD (sorry super low quality! XD)
(this is Minho from Shinee.)
(and lastly, Changmin of DBSK.)
the sketches are not yet the final looks of the characters, except mine. --------------------------------------------------
waah! sorry guys if i made your idols look horrible!!! i'm not a great artist...
if any fans would see these drawings please be kind to me.. i'm not trying to destroy them.. and before i end my post, just want to share these chibi Jaejoong and supposed to be Yunho
*chibi Jaejoong*
*chibi Yunho (supposed to be Yunho but didn't look like him but i find this one really cute! XD)
that would be all guys!!
i'll be reading the Labor Code Book in just a while!
5 more days to go and I'm back to school again. I'll be inside the university again. Inside the 4 walls of the classroom. Hay naku! kabitin naman talaga ang bakasyon! Kulang pa! This girl needs more vacation! More time to relax! (as if that's possible)
*sigh*
I just don't understand why I'm deamanding for more vacation when in fact, I'm already bored here! All I did was to sit down in front of the PC, play Playstation, and watch TV..
The thought of going back to school makes me nervous. Thinking about the terrorprofessors gives me goosebumps. Thinking of school stuff just makes me- a bit bored.
Honestly, I'm not sure if I'm happy that I'm now officially a 4th year college student of UST. Well yes I know I should be happy and be proud that I made it this far without any failing marks! (Thank you God!). Yes I am happy! Yes I am proud but it's not very evident on my face and on my actions.
4th year... Yes I'mfinally on my last school year and after that, graduation comes and then... what?
I wonder what's in store for me after college?
To tell you frankly, I DON'T KNOW. I can't even imagine or picture myself working in a company(except during my OJT days).
Will I be successful? Will I be successful in this kind of career? Damn I don't know! No idea at all!
Bahala na si God sa akin! ----------------------- I was looking for my Cattleya notebook (the one that I used during my OJT) when I saw some my random drawings/sketches/doodles there. Then suddenly, something popped out of my mind. A question... A question that until now I don't have any answer.
"Ito nga ba talaga ang gusto ko?"
PAUSE
I'm back! I stopped from writing for a while since Gian asked me to do something for her (No I'm not mad at her! Honestly!). And I swear, I do thank her for disturbing me coz I got my motivation back!
Motivation for what? SECRET!
Okay I better be going now! I really do want to start and FINISH this project that I have in my mind right now. I do hope to finish it!
See yah all!!!
~~By the way~~
Got myself a new haircut and honestly, I'm not too happy about it but it still looks fine.
~~Sorry for the very ugly shot i have there! hahaha! not very photogenic and we're in a hurry! XD