well i don't know for others but i experienced that! yes i did! yesterday(Wednesday) on that time!
it all started when...
yesterday, i went to UST for the enrollment and crap! our schedule was really hell! 3 hours for one subject!?!?! oh dear oh dear! that would be a really boring one, well that's if the subjects are really BORING... i hope they're not!
okay i'll just post maybe tomorrow or some other time the exact schedule for this sem. don't know where my papa put it. i guess it's in our room but i can't just enter there now.. my Lola's already sleeping! it's okay if it's just my Kuya, i don't care at all if i turn on the lights and search my stuff in the middle of the night! oh well.. back to my topic about the love...
so after the enrollment, my friends and i stayed a little longer at school and ate at McDonald's and did some chattings! we were really noisy!
so at 4pm,if i remembered it correctly, we decided to get home and me, Judith and Simon went home together.
at last i arrived home, changed clothes, fixed my DVD's and opened the PC and started surfing the net.
oooppppssssssss!! pauses for a while! my Lola got up from bed! XD
okay resumes....
as i was saying a while ago...
okay i got home at almost 5:30 i think? anyways..
by6:15pm i think again, i received a GM from my ex saying that it was a depressing day for him with matching OMG at the end. so here i was, replied and asked him what's wrong and told him that i saw his friend/classmate in College at USTE together with my former classmates in PE and he replied that the girl(his classmate) already told him that. then, he kept on saying that he's kinda depressed. i even misunderstood it told him not to be mad!silly me! going on... so i got curious why he's feeling that way. and he texted me that he got this so-called"Mild Scoliosis"and i got a bit surprised and asked him for confirmation if it's that disease or whatever you call it, that affects your back.. and yeah, he said yes.
so i tried to cheer him up by saying, "it's okay! i don't think it's not that serious or something!" he replied something like, "i'm worried and i hope the school would allow me to go to school since they measured his body already for the Blue and White uniform(it's their dream to wear that one! meaning they're in 3rd year already)"blah blah blah blah and BLAH
again, i tried to cheer him up! saying that things will be fine and he should stay positive. but then, he didn't reply to me about that issue, instead i received a quote from him and again and again, told him that it'll be okay. nothing to worry about. and again and again, he replied a quote!
oh dear! what the heck?! at least say something about what i've been telling you!
so from that time, i fell inlove again with him! oh dear again! yeah! i did fall in love with him AGAIN!
i kept on thinking that i hope we're still together so i could at least comfort him, tell him it's gonna be fine. it's like, i wish i could do something for him. stay by his side.
so it was almost 10pm, while i was watching TV, i received a text from him saying goodnight. so i replied goodnight too and again and and again, told him it's going to be okay and be positive!
and i was waiting for his reply. but hell! he didn't text me back!
damn it!
why do i sound like pissed off??
simply coz he didn't at least say "THANK YOU" to me! i mean, i tried to cheer him up! make him feel comfortable! and he didn't even say thank you??!?!
oh hell!
a simple thanks would do! even if i was a help to him or not! at least try saying thank you for what i did!
i said all those things from my heart! and i couldn't get/received a simple, very very simple thank you from him?
hmph! hell!
by that time, i realized that what he's suffering from now is not so serious compared to other people suffering from more serious diseases! and i guess he could still study besides, it's just a mild one?! i guess he could still have it cured by rehabilitations, right?!
and oh dear! at that time too, flashbacks came into my head! the memories of our break-up! of how hard i cried for him! i cried too much! and where did i cry? in the bathroom!
oh yes! i cried in the bathroom!
oh dear oh dear and OH DEAR!
the next time he texts a GM, i won't reply to it! i'm gonna ignore his messages! he won't even receive a quote or even a joke from me! hmph!
oh well.. that would be all for now!
i don't wanna get totally pissed off by such things!
but i think i sounded a bit harsh here,, i guess i was just expecting too much and being a bit demanding.. oh well.. i still hope he would feel okay physically, mentally and emotionally.
and so there goes the story of the love that lasted from 6:30pm up to 10pm