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Thursday, November 29, 2007
the blog owner is back!

right now.. don't know what to do... i'm actually a bit bored today... i don't want to start reading the articles for our research in Theo... i'm just not in the mood to do any school works this day... but maybe later i'll try...

so what should i talk about now,.,,

oh i have 2 new crushes!!!! one is a boy and the other one is a girl(please.. don't think that i'm a lesbian here... it's more of an admiration... okay?!)

the first one (boy)
is actually our classmate in PE for this sem... i just don't know how to spell his name but it sounds like "Judge"
well anyway.. i find him cute.. he looks cute when he smiles.... but the main reason why i like him is because, he reminds me of the young Toma Ikuta! yeah.... true.... don't know but he looks like the young Toma... so that's the only reason why i like him....

next is Suzanne Roces, the guest player of the University of Sto. Tomas in volleyball,,, she's so cool and so great!!!! great player and spiker!!!!

and i honestly like her looks... well, she looks like a boy but i like her hair!!! boy's cut! hehe! i admire her! she's my idol!!!


so what else to talk about here... hmmm

you guys want me to talk about that GUY that i'm annoyed with..??? let me see...

okay.

well i guess some of my friends know Him since i introduced Him to them... so i won't state His name anymore...

reasons why i'm annoyed and pissed off with him:

1. he's the center of attention (i'm not using the word attraction here coz i think that word fits...)

it's not insecurity... there's nothing to be insecured with him.
why did i say the center of attention? well because he does stuff at the wrong place and at the wrong time. he butts in whenever someone's talking... sometimes when i'm talking with some people he would butt in and ask some stuff and say some stuff... c'mon now.. don't you know how to say excuse me can i join you?!?! don't do that if you don't know the person very well...
no wonder why one of my classmates got pissed off with you! he was just joking and making fun with our girl classmate and then you butt in asking if he's making fun of her (you sounded like you're asking for trouble dude!). so what did you get? you got shouted!
stop doing that... if people are too busy with things try not to bother them...okay?
you would do strange things to yourself and then asked why do people act like that or look at you like this... c'mon strange things are attention-getter! they're beyond the so-called NORMS!

and if you really wanted to be alone, then don't do things that would catch the attention of people and then approach you to asked if there's something wrong, or whatsoever! if you really wanted to be all by yourself, then don't show up to people!

2. doing things unprepared or not yet ready.

i'm talking about your medication. if you're not ready to change then don't go to your doctors or whoever's in-charge with you! there's no point of doing that. you're just waiting your time and other people's time. if you're not yet ready to change and to heal, don't go.
(it's not actually a body illness... it's about the mind..)


3. saying things you don't mean at all.

if you said before that you quit attempting suicides, then DO IT!
if you really wanna die then do it!
if you're saying that your life is miserable and full of sufferings and you wanted to die, why don't you do it an instant?! you can't do it??! simply because you're afraid to die! stop denying for goodness sake! if you really want to die you should have done it a long time ago! if you're saying that your life is full of sufferings and pains, then don't hurt yourself! you're just adding more pains to yourself! both physical and emotional!

4. making small things/problems so complicated and big!

dude, if it doesn't concern you at all don't mind it! solve your own problems first before thinking about others' problems! find solutions to your problems first before finding solutions to the world's problems! how can you possibly solve the whole world's problems if you can't solve your own problems? (problems, problems,problems...!)

don't make things so complicated! if someone said this thing or that thing, then respect it! a person who cracked some jokes, laugh at it! don't reason out for that! it's supposed to be a joke and not some problem-solving okay?!

learn to be happy! there are lots of things that you have to be happy with! lots of good things to see! don't look at the world as if it is a hopeless planet or a world full of worries and demonic stuff!

5. you're too selfish and self-centered and complaining about people you consider friends but you're saying that they left you behind.


okay.. if you want to keep things to yourself then fine! do it! but if you really wanted some help, then tell us! we are here to help and give advices. if you can't handle things all by yourself, c'mon we are here! you have friends! whether you like it or not, you have friends! no one can live on his own. if you don't consider us your friends, fine but we are your friends! we will help you.

you can't blame these people. they are trying to help you but you're rejecting! they are giving you advices but what do they hear from you? words of miseries, words of a man in pain, words of failures, words of hopelessness and other negative words.
you can't blame them if they would tell you to stop complaining about the world. stop complaining about your problems and all that kinds of stuff! they're giving you advices yet you didn't consider any of those. because you are self -centered. you think like no one can help you. no one will understand you. you think like you're the only one living in this world. you're the only one who carries the biggest problems in the world!

dude, you're not! you're not alone and you don't carry the biggest problems! there are a lot of people out there who carries bigger than yours.. there are a lot of people wishing to have a better life, wishing that they could live longer... and what about you?! you kept on wasting your life!


so those are the reasons why i'm pissed off with that GUY.

well i don't care if he can read this. it would be better if he would!
and if ever you'll read this, don't you dare say that we or i'm back stabbing you coz you know everything i'm saying and i'm actually saying these things to you.

dude.. at least try to see the world as a nice place to live in. view it not as a miserable planet but a place where you can be happy. there are a lot of things you can enjoy. just search for them. no. yo really don't have to look for them, they're actually just around you waiting for you to see them.

be positive. you're not the only one suffering here in this world. there are other people suffering more than you.

respect their opinions if you want them to respect you too...

and PRAY. though you're saying that you don't believe in God, no matter what you do, He's the only one who can help you live a happy and peaceful life.... and no other people can do that for you and not even yourself.


well i guess that would be all for now!

i'm still downloading the DVD but now, i'm downloading it in the Clubbox... XD


see yah guys!

oh but before leaving... sharing some pix...
credits to: AF

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**Junno, Jin and Yoko!**

i'm starting to like this trio...

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**YC moments with the trio!**

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**cover for a mag...**

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**kyaa!!! Yoko and Jin!! so cute!**

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**Jin... te quiero...**

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**usted es mi ideal y escaria a individuo, Jin...**


bye bye guys! see yah next time!!!

thanks to Altavista-Babel Fish Translation for some of my Spanish languages.... hihi!!!


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current activities: blogging, downloading

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MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 10:19 PM
what a weekend!!!

this weekend was really memorable! a lot of things happened... things you really didn't expect to happen....

can you say that it's cool??? hmmm.. let me think about that....

okay let me start with;

MONDAY

hmmm... can't remember what happened here... sorry!

TUESDAY

okay... this day was a bit shocking...

i was about to enter our classroom when Cholo suddenly went outside as if celebrating for something and i asked what was going on and why do the students suddenly went out of their classrooms.

then Mitzi said that they announced to "vacate the building immediately"

i was like, WHAT THE HELL?!??! what do they mean by vacate the building immediately???!??!! is the building on fire???!! a drill??? or maybe they suspended the classes or we're just going to watch something????

i was actually lost at that time! didn't know what was happening! i don't know if i should panic or not since the students didn't look scared! well, they were actually smiling and laughing!

i was a bit irritated at that time! oh c'mon now! i was just about to enter the room, place my stuff in my seat and throw my trashes and all of a sudden vacate the building!? what the hell?!?!


while going on our way out, i heard a lot of people saying that an earthquake occurred. yeah dudes... EARTHQUAKE!
and here i go again, dumbfounded and didn't have any idea what they're talking about!

an earthquake??!?! are they kidding???!! i really don't know if i should believe that or not! i didn't feel any shakings anyway! i was too busy sitting outside the room and playing with the Rubik's cube! but then, when i finally got outside the building.. whoah!

the ground's filled with many people as if it was already Paskuhan!!! wow! could you actually imagine that??!! students from all the colleges gathered outside their buildings!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

and yeah... about the issue of earthquake??? it's actually TRUE!

it did happen! oh men! why didn't i feel that?!?! Janel felt the earthquake! even some of my classmates and friends from other universities!!

oh my! what was happening to me?!! it was really strong yet i didn't feel it!? am i that numb??? well anyway... you can't blame me! it's not just me who didn't feel it... there are also some who didn't!

what's really annoying at that day was, THEY DIDN'T SUSPEND THE CLASSES!!!!! arggh!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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c'mon now officials of the University of Sto. Tomas?!?! there was an earthquake and still you held classes as if nothing happened?!?!

oh yeah great! resume classes after an earthquake! and i guess we'll just have to wait for the aftershock to vacate the room again and return to classrooms after that...

just great!

are you guys waiting for the buildings to collapse before you make any announcement of suspending the class???!

well never mind that one! it's done and besides, it's already Thursday so no point of complaining..Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

oh and it was Storm Signal no. 1 at that night!

just great! after some groundshaking events, here comes the joined forces of water and wind!

were the elements revolting at that day???

WEDNESDAY

2 quiz in a row!

first is Statistics!

and i think i failed this one! i didn;t study that much since i don't understand the topics very well!

then it's Philippine History and the quiz was hard too! and i just don' t know if i passed it or not! well hopefully i did!

oh and we continued our activity in Computer, HTML...! it was a bit fun!


THURSDAY

reporting in English! group 1 did a good job! they were dressed in corporate attires!

*we will be doing the same thing too!*

then we had some discussions in Biology and we have 3 seat-ins..

the Hilario girl
the Sarmiento guy
the Webb guy~too confident with himself..??Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

oh and there was an attempt coup by Trillanes...

overtook(?) the Manila Peninsula Hotel.. but after some hours.... he surrendered....

FRIDAY

NO CLASSES!!!yehey!!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


hayy.. i'm still downloading the DVD of cartoon KAT-TUN II You and CKT episode with guest, L'arc en Ciel

i guess that wold be all for now guys!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

oh and before i forget, i'm annoyed and pissed off with this GUY.... i guess i'll discuss about that some other time...

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current activities: blogging, downloading

currently watching: Yukan Club episode 7-RAW

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MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 6:45 AM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
download...download....download....

i'm downloading the whole DVD of cartoon KAT-TUN II You....

and i can't wait to watch it!!! but i guess i'll have to wait for maybe... a week or two to be able to watch the whole thing! whoah!!! hate it but i'm willing to wait for the love of KAT-TUN... hahaha!!!

okay i'll be sharing some jin pix again...

credits to: AF-ooe-chan and post-baidu site..

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haayy.. jin's getting hotter...Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

**i'll try to fix my photobucket so it will be easier to access some of my pix...

that would be all for now!!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


oh and my nephew just got discharged from the hospital... thank God and hopefully he will be a 100% okay now... thanks to those who prayed for him!!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 5:39 AM
Friday, November 23, 2007

...Spread the Love for Jin...

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at last it's Friday! it's weekened!!! wohoo!!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


thank God we were given a day off... but nah.. it's not really a day off! we still have things to do! argh!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

well anyway...

one experience i had last Thursday, was something i can consider memorable.. it was actually my "first time..." yep, it's my first time in my whole life to experience something like that...

curious about it??

well we went to the Anatomy Gallery of the Med building... and guess what, we have seen some cadavers there!!!

at first, we just went to the gallery and took some glimpse of the human parts... "real but dead human parts of the body..."
and here are the parts we have seen:

1. a head sliced or cut into half...
the inner part of the head was facing the glass (it was inside an aquarium-like glass) and you can see there the human brain which looked like a clay (the one being played by children)! and i'm not sure what part of the brain it was but it looked like a snow flake!
then, when you looked on the other side of the glass, wow! you can actually see the face of the man, think... (whew! thank God the head was cut into two so i won't be able to recognize or see the whole face of that dead man.... just imagine how scared i would be!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket)

2. two dead babies... one i guess as big as 9 months? and the other one is as small as new-born one...
to be honest with you guys, they didn't looked so real! they looked more like of a doll! and the big one looked really cute...!

3. lots of fetus
well the gallery was like a gallery for babies.. dead babies and fetus... it was really sad to see those babies there... hayy... somehow i felt that those were actually aborted.. but i don't know...

4. a half body almost decaying...
yeah.. you read it right guys.. a half decaying body of a human being exposing its digestive system to us... you can see the intestines which looked like plastics... other parts and organs of the digestive system... oh and i was a bit scared coz the face is somehow still clear... and i felt that it was actually looking at me! brrr..

5. another half decaying body...
another decaying body... and i think it shows some part of the stomach but more on the reproductive system.. not really sure about it.

6. some hands and leg parts...
they were also displayed there...

and for the main event... we went to see the CADAVERS up-close! as in up-close and side by side guys...
well at first, it was really disgusting.. i mean c'mon guys! you're actually staying beside a decaying body!
and somehow, you can still see the face but not as clear and fresh as the living ones...

well it was really fun and enjoying but i guess it would have been more fun if the smell of the formaline(?) was not there... i had a headache because of that! my nose even hurt and i was having a difficulty in breathing!

well at least i survived! haha!

hmm.. what else happened this week..???Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
there are actually a lot of activities we did for the whole week and it was really tiring!!! i didn't have enough sleep! (but that doesn't stop me from using the PC!! hahaha!!! i tired to control myself, honestly but i can't... the PC's calling me!!!)

okay, i guess that would be all for now!!! still have some things to do like downloads... hehe!!

see yah next time guys!!!

and before i end my post here.. let me just share some jin pix... hehe! i missed picspamming jin pix here...

credits to: AF- ooe-chan

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*This is what i've been looking for in their latest PV!!!*Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

see yah guys!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


current mood: happy!

current activities: downloading the cartoon KAT-TUN II You DVD, blogging, updating my imeem playlist

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MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 4:21 AM
Friday, November 16, 2007
whoosh!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

i'm here again!!!
well i don't have much to do this day... well i have some assignments to do but not in the mood...

so right now, as you can see i'm blogging... and i'm currently looking for some Toma pix...

i'm getting addicted to Toma right now... he's so cute especially in Hana Kimi!! ahh Nakatsu!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

sadly, i don't have enough info about this cute guy so.. i guess i'll just have to check on that...

well i guess no words can explain how much i like Toma... but Jin's still my number 1... hehehe!!

here are some of the pix i got...

oh and i forgot where i got them so if anyone who'll drop by at my blog and knows where these pix belong, please tell me immediately.... thanks!!!

here you go!

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well here are just the pix i have in my PC... so anyone who's so kind enough to give me some links or pix of Toma... please do so.. hehehe!!!!

thanks!!!

oh and before i forget, KAT-TUN performed on Music Station! and it was so great! KTF rocks!

nice performance Jin!!! you're getting better!!! and hotter!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

but you could have been hotter if you wore something else other than your Panda sweater...Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

oh and i saw this pic in the LJ so just want to share it with you guys...

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well it's about their new single, which is of course Keep the Faith

jin... why wear a leopar-like shirt???

credit goes to: mixmin 199

oh and here's from the Press News about Hyde guesting in CKT!!!

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okay, dunno if that's Hyde... but i guess that's him...

credit goes to: lady_nalene

that would be all for now!!!

see yah!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


please continue praying for my nephew... thanks

current mood(s): happy and sad

current activities: blogging, downloading subbed MS episode, eating squash seeds, watching subbed episode 5 of Yukan Club


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MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 9:54 PM
hello there guys!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


at last! weekends!!! oh yeah!!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

i should be totally happy since it's already Friday.... but i just can't... you know why???

well, my nephew's in the hospital right now because of dengue.... and we just can't believe this coz it's already in stage 3... he's already in the ICU.... Oh God... please help my nephew.... he's just a kid... maybe around 7-10 years old...

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oh please let him recover...


okay last thursday i was a bit pissed off... Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket wonder why??? well you see it was raining hard last Thursday and there were no announcements if the classes are suspended, so here i am, went to school as early as 10:30 knowing that my class starts at 1 pm... well i went early coz i'm planning to xerox the Philippine History book of Margot (oh thanks anyway Margot!) but when i saw the street in España, whoah! it's already flooded and just 5 more minutes of non-stop rain, no one can walk in the sidewalks anymore, unless you want to swim! haha! just kidding!

and luckily, i didn't have to experience that... so i went inside the campus and i tried to look if Dapitan's already flooded since that's where i'm planning to photocopy the book but so unfortunate of me that yeah, it was already flooded! and only sidecars can pass through the street, though other vehicles can... i went to the AB pav and texted my classmates and friends about it...

i then decided to go to the AB building for the photocopying of the book and there i saw Waki who was already in school as early as 7 am! wow!
then i went to the San Mig Foodshop and stayed there for a while until i received a text message from my classmate saying that the classes are already suspended for the undergraduates starting 1 pm onwards...

just great! they should have made that announcement earlier! so i didn't have to travel for an hour and get wet from the rain! just great!
then Lui was already in the school so i told her that she can xerox the bio book if she wants to and she said yes... then we saw Simon and Albert and after the xerox, the four of us decided to go home... of course, i'm with Simon and we went to the National Bookstore to buy some supplies after that i went straight home and Simon decided to stay a little longer in the mall...

to cut the story short, i went to school just to photocopy a book!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


well at least i got there safely and got home safely too! no scratches at all, no floods encountered except that i got wet.. but it's okay!

hmm... so what else can i tell here... hmm... okay maybe i'll just give a summary of what happened to me for this whole week...

starting from;

MONDAY

hmmm what happened here anyway??? okay sorry i can't remember! (yeah, i'm not that good in remembering some things...)

TUESDAY

we didn't have PE because of the opening for Intrams... and i would like to apologize to Sarah coz i was not able to text her about it so she went to the school as early as 7 am... sorry Sarah!!! i didn't know your Sun number,,,

our Bio class was fun... the prof was good and funny! and i'm glad to say this that there were no pressures in this subject! (as for now... hopefully it would last like that..)

BA class was just fine, though i'm like having a nosebleed with Ms. she talks a bit fast and it's in english... oh goodness! you know i'm not that good in english! but at least we can learn something from her unlike... okay nevermind... i still owe that prof coz i was able to get a nice grade in her subject...

English...yeah we just had our oral diagnostic test in communication... wow!! and i was called at that day! and somehow it turned out fine... of course i was stuttering... c'mon i'm so nervous! besides i'm not that good in speaking english in front of people!

Theo...boring. i wasn't listening. i was just talking to Meg.Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

WEDNESDAY

Filipino... continuation of the reports...

Computer.. just discussions

Math... discussions..

Philhistory... of course discussions

THURSDAY

NO CLASSES!!!


FRIDAY

just the same..
everyday routine... and we attented the seminar for JPMAP... it was okay... we learned something there like how to dress when having an interview... creating a resume... eat... hehe!

then i went home!

hmmm... what else..???

i finished watching Yukan Club subbed episode 4 and Raw episode 5...

episode 4 and 5 were great! the drama's getting better especially episode 5! so cool!!!! great fighting scene!! sexy and hot jin! yeah!!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


okay i guess that would be all!!!

gotta go!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket


i'm going to bed now!!!Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

good night guys!!!

please pray for my nephew's fast recovery!

thanks!

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MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 7:42 AM