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Thursday, November 29, 2007
the blog owner is back!

right now.. don't know what to do... i'm actually a bit bored today... i don't want to start reading the articles for our research in Theo... i'm just not in the mood to do any school works this day... but maybe later i'll try...

so what should i talk about now,.,,

oh i have 2 new crushes!!!! one is a boy and the other one is a girl(please.. don't think that i'm a lesbian here... it's more of an admiration... okay?!)

the first one (boy)
is actually our classmate in PE for this sem... i just don't know how to spell his name but it sounds like "Judge"
well anyway.. i find him cute.. he looks cute when he smiles.... but the main reason why i like him is because, he reminds me of the young Toma Ikuta! yeah.... true.... don't know but he looks like the young Toma... so that's the only reason why i like him....

next is Suzanne Roces, the guest player of the University of Sto. Tomas in volleyball,,, she's so cool and so great!!!! great player and spiker!!!!

and i honestly like her looks... well, she looks like a boy but i like her hair!!! boy's cut! hehe! i admire her! she's my idol!!!


so what else to talk about here... hmmm

you guys want me to talk about that GUY that i'm annoyed with..??? let me see...

okay.

well i guess some of my friends know Him since i introduced Him to them... so i won't state His name anymore...

reasons why i'm annoyed and pissed off with him:

1. he's the center of attention (i'm not using the word attraction here coz i think that word fits...)

it's not insecurity... there's nothing to be insecured with him.
why did i say the center of attention? well because he does stuff at the wrong place and at the wrong time. he butts in whenever someone's talking... sometimes when i'm talking with some people he would butt in and ask some stuff and say some stuff... c'mon now.. don't you know how to say excuse me can i join you?!?! don't do that if you don't know the person very well...
no wonder why one of my classmates got pissed off with you! he was just joking and making fun with our girl classmate and then you butt in asking if he's making fun of her (you sounded like you're asking for trouble dude!). so what did you get? you got shouted!
stop doing that... if people are too busy with things try not to bother them...okay?
you would do strange things to yourself and then asked why do people act like that or look at you like this... c'mon strange things are attention-getter! they're beyond the so-called NORMS!

and if you really wanted to be alone, then don't do things that would catch the attention of people and then approach you to asked if there's something wrong, or whatsoever! if you really wanted to be all by yourself, then don't show up to people!

2. doing things unprepared or not yet ready.

i'm talking about your medication. if you're not ready to change then don't go to your doctors or whoever's in-charge with you! there's no point of doing that. you're just waiting your time and other people's time. if you're not yet ready to change and to heal, don't go.
(it's not actually a body illness... it's about the mind..)


3. saying things you don't mean at all.

if you said before that you quit attempting suicides, then DO IT!
if you really wanna die then do it!
if you're saying that your life is miserable and full of sufferings and you wanted to die, why don't you do it an instant?! you can't do it??! simply because you're afraid to die! stop denying for goodness sake! if you really want to die you should have done it a long time ago! if you're saying that your life is full of sufferings and pains, then don't hurt yourself! you're just adding more pains to yourself! both physical and emotional!

4. making small things/problems so complicated and big!

dude, if it doesn't concern you at all don't mind it! solve your own problems first before thinking about others' problems! find solutions to your problems first before finding solutions to the world's problems! how can you possibly solve the whole world's problems if you can't solve your own problems? (problems, problems,problems...!)

don't make things so complicated! if someone said this thing or that thing, then respect it! a person who cracked some jokes, laugh at it! don't reason out for that! it's supposed to be a joke and not some problem-solving okay?!

learn to be happy! there are lots of things that you have to be happy with! lots of good things to see! don't look at the world as if it is a hopeless planet or a world full of worries and demonic stuff!

5. you're too selfish and self-centered and complaining about people you consider friends but you're saying that they left you behind.


okay.. if you want to keep things to yourself then fine! do it! but if you really wanted some help, then tell us! we are here to help and give advices. if you can't handle things all by yourself, c'mon we are here! you have friends! whether you like it or not, you have friends! no one can live on his own. if you don't consider us your friends, fine but we are your friends! we will help you.

you can't blame these people. they are trying to help you but you're rejecting! they are giving you advices but what do they hear from you? words of miseries, words of a man in pain, words of failures, words of hopelessness and other negative words.
you can't blame them if they would tell you to stop complaining about the world. stop complaining about your problems and all that kinds of stuff! they're giving you advices yet you didn't consider any of those. because you are self -centered. you think like no one can help you. no one will understand you. you think like you're the only one living in this world. you're the only one who carries the biggest problems in the world!

dude, you're not! you're not alone and you don't carry the biggest problems! there are a lot of people out there who carries bigger than yours.. there are a lot of people wishing to have a better life, wishing that they could live longer... and what about you?! you kept on wasting your life!


so those are the reasons why i'm pissed off with that GUY.

well i don't care if he can read this. it would be better if he would!
and if ever you'll read this, don't you dare say that we or i'm back stabbing you coz you know everything i'm saying and i'm actually saying these things to you.

dude.. at least try to see the world as a nice place to live in. view it not as a miserable planet but a place where you can be happy. there are a lot of things you can enjoy. just search for them. no. yo really don't have to look for them, they're actually just around you waiting for you to see them.

be positive. you're not the only one suffering here in this world. there are other people suffering more than you.

respect their opinions if you want them to respect you too...

and PRAY. though you're saying that you don't believe in God, no matter what you do, He's the only one who can help you live a happy and peaceful life.... and no other people can do that for you and not even yourself.


well i guess that would be all for now!

i'm still downloading the DVD but now, i'm downloading it in the Clubbox... XD


see yah guys!

oh but before leaving... sharing some pix...
credits to: AF

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**Junno, Jin and Yoko!**

i'm starting to like this trio...

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**YC moments with the trio!**

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**cover for a mag...**

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**kyaa!!! Yoko and Jin!! so cute!**

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**Jin... te quiero...**

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**usted es mi ideal y escaria a individuo, Jin...**


bye bye guys! see yah next time!!!

thanks to Altavista-Babel Fish Translation for some of my Spanish languages.... hihi!!!


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