okay.. first it was meg and janel who are addicted to Miyavi and Hyde.. now... i'm also one of them!!!
wahahaha!!! i'm getting to like those two j-rock guys!! wow!!
miyavi is really "pretty!!" and hyde is really cool!!!
wait till you see miyavi!! whoa!! he's really prettier than me!!! gosh!!!
well... it's for you guys to judge!! i got some pics here!!
**MIYAVI**
**HYDE**
there they are!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 11:35 PM
super typhoon??!!!!
may super typhoon daw!!!
oh no!!! hala!!! does this mean there will be no classes in all levels??!!!!
i hope so... para phinga kmi!!
ahahaha!!
but i pray that there will be less damages done!!
sana alang pasok!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 1:30 AM
another LSS this day...
CARELESS WHISPER....
I feel so unsure
as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor as the music dies, something in your eyes calls to mind the silver screen and all its sad good-byes
I'm never gonna dance again guilty feet have got no rhythm though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend and waste the chance that I've been given so I'm never gonna dance again the way I danced with you
Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend to the heart and mind ignorance is kind there's no comfort in the truth pain is all you'll find
I'm never gonna dance again guilty feet have got no rhythm though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend and waste this chance that I've been given so I'm never gonna dance again the way I danced with you
Never without your love Tonight the music seems so loud I wish that we could lose this crowd Maybe it's better this way We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But noone's gonna dance with me Please stay
And I'm never gonna dance again guilty feet have got no rhythm though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend and waste the chance that I've been given so I'm never gonna dance again the way I danced with you
(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone (Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong that you had to leave me alone
By: Hyde...
*sorry guys but i find hyde's version of this song more seductive and nice.... try to listen to his version...*
**here's the music video of Careless Whisper...**
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 1:22 AM
My LSS for this day...
ON MY OWN
And now I'm all alone again,
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
Without a home, without a friend,
Without a face to say hello to.
And now the night is near,
Now I can make believe he's here.
Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping.
I think of him, and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping.
The city goes to bed,
And I can live inside my head.
On my own,
Pretending he's beside me.
All alone,I walk with him till morning.
Without him,
I feel his arms around me,
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me.
In the rain,
The pavement shines like silver.
All the lightsAre misty in the river.
In the darkness,
The trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever.
And I know
It's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself
And not to him.
And although I know that he is blind,
Still I say,
There's a way for us.
I love him,
But when the night is over,
He is gone,
The river's just a river.
Without him,
The world around me changes.
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers.
I love him,
But every day I'm learning,
All my life,
I've only been pretending!
Without me,
His world will go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!
I love him...
I love him...
I love him...
But only on my own...
By: Lea Salonga....
Les Miserables
**here's the video of On My Own...**
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 1:02 AM
WALA LANG!!
Monday, November 27, 2006
naku tuesday na nman bukas!! PGC!!! pmbhira!! sana she won't call me again!! strike 3 na ako dun ha!!! sana passed ang recitation ko!! ilang beses nya akong tinawag at khit pano nman ay may naisagot ako skanya!!
hehehe!!!
i can't believe it grabe!! nakauwi ako ng house ng before 5pm!! wahoo!!!
isn't that unbelievable??!! isn't that great??!!!!
yes!!!
i better study my PGC!!! baka maging strike 4 na ako sknya!!!
wish me luck guys!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 12:59 AM
another tiring week!! include saturday and sunday!!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
damn it!! i never thought that this sem would be a very tiring, hectic and one big damn sem!!!
look at the time!! it's already 3 am and here i am still up!!andwhat am i doing???!!
searching for our assignment in english!! and damn it!! it's so hard to find a book about opm!!! i just don't know why we have to search for that topic!!?? since we passed our first choice topic which is about books... something like that!!
damn!! it was really hard!!! my eyes are already closing!!! they want to get some rest!!! my body and mind need some rest!!!
damn!! damn!!
right now.. i'm chatting with meg who's alsohaving difficulties in searching for that topic!!
grrrr...!!!!!!!
and by tomorrow i still have to attend a baptism!! i wish they could replace me!! please!! i still have to review for our tests on monday!!!
oh c'mon!!! give us some break!! i still have to study for that PGC!!!
ohh.. that PGC!!! nevermind!!!
damn it!!! damn this week!!
sorry...
i just hope that we could get alot of rest... or even some time to finish all of these things!!! oh please!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 11:01 AM
hayy..!!! "the play"
the play... the three generations... since that scene... something has changed... there was a slight impact in my life... after that flashback scene... i don't why??? even some of us made our mood changed... made us all quiet and sad... haayy...
ever since that we did that scene... i became uneasy towards this person... i don't know if "he" knows it or he has noticed it.. i'm not sure...
what's wrong with me?? with that scene??
haayy.. i feel uneasy when i am with him... but i am still his friend... that's for sure...
by the way!! i have a new cellphone!! hahaha!! i don't know what came to my mother's mind or thoughts why she bought me a new cp??!! i was really surprised!! we were just canvassing for cp but then she suddenly bought me a new one!!
gosh!!! a big gosh!!
by the way... my new cellphone is Motorola L6... hehehe!!
thanks mom!! khit na we had a fight last morning!! thanks again!! i love you!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 3:33 AM
Pacquiao vs Morales!!
Saturday, November 18, 2006
okay this is it!! the final match will begin!! pacquiao vs morales!!
who do you think will win??!!
whose side are you??!!
well as for me... of course i go for pacquiao!! he's a filipino!! wahahaha!!
but morales is good-looking man than pacquiao noh!!
hahaha!!!
gud luck pacquiao!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 7:26 PM
another hectic schedule is coming up!!
Friday, November 17, 2006
okay i'm gonna be very busy again!! haayy... another busy week for me and for us!!!
by the way, i'just watched "It Started With A Kiss.." damn!! it was so great!! i wish to find the complete episode of this series!! i love the couple there!!! oh men!!
i love michael and jeannie?? i don't know the correct spelling of michael's partner!! hehehe!! but it's okay!!
well.. i won't stay long in my blog!! got lots of works to do!!!
Good day everyone!!!
god bless
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 7:41 PM
hay.. i don't know why...??
i don't know why all of a sudden i felt like sad... not in the mood... i feel that there is something in me that changed my mood... i don't know... i have no idea...
at first, i was in this feeling of bliss... but then... something happened that change my mood... i think i'm Bertha Young... a character in the story entitled "bliss"
haayy...
it all started when i checked out my friendster account.. then looked on the people added on my list... and there i saw him... a man who used to be spaecial in my heart... a man who's still important to me... a man who i still think of and care for... and of course... the man who i had fallen inlove the first time... let's just call him "eeyore" the codename i gave him when i was in third year highschool... no... i'll say his name... he is JIC...
haay...
what's wrong with that??!!!
what's happening again to me???
maybe it's really true that FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES...???
what do you think guys!!
because i have this feeling where i want to be with him.. i want to see him... i ant to talk to him...
oh please don't tell me that i'm falling for him once again??!!!
that would be a very big damn thing to happen!!!!
oh c'mon!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!
don't let that happen to me!!!
well... it's already 12:10 am in my computer's clock... and here i am still awake..
i'm actually searching for some fanfictions to read before i go to sleep...
that would be all!!
i hope this feeling would vanish immediately!! i don't want to feel inlove this time around... i want to focus on my studies and meet all kinds of people... no more falling inlove...please....
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 6:55 AM
Cholo!!!! Kainis ka ha!!=p
Thursday, November 16, 2006
hay naku tlaga itong si cholo!! pambihira!! tinatakot ata ako nito eh!!
sinabi n nga ni meg na may takot ako sa mga madre lalo na ung mga old nuns naku he still scared me!!
until now, i can picture out in my mind the looks and how the nun moves...!!
cholo!!!
tlga nman!! well anyway.. nevermind that and nevermind him!!
hahaha!!
well.. my day is normal except for the weather and for what i have read awhile ago.. haayy...
i still can't believe it...
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 10:31 PM
ONE VERY HOT DAY!! ONE SHOCKING DAY!!
okay.. i just got home from school and it was really damn hot!! the weather is really hot!! damn!!
by the way... someone i know has a problem.. he's not that close to me but i think i'm one or two years older than him... i knew him by someone i also know..
one day, i saw him and he was talking to woman.. a staff on a school... then i asked him what's wrong?? why is he on that place??? that place is only for persons who are in need of advice... then he told me to find the answer at his blog... now i did.. i was shocked when i read his entries....
damn!! i don't know if i'm thinking the right thing... hindi ko alam kung tama ba ung kutob ko dun sa nabasa ko... hindi ko alam kung tama ung pagkkaunawa ko...
i feel sorry for him... the prson who had done that thing to him should be punished.. makonsensya nman xa nuh!!
how dare he do that to him!!! damn him!!
well.. this is just my personal opinion about that issue... and i hope that this person i know would get through this problem someday... please help him god.. you're the only one who can help him..
for this person i know... my only message to you is that.. thanks for trusting me.. for allowing me to know your condition and problem... thank you so much!! i know that you can handle this... if you ever need help i'm always here for you...
haayy....
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 10:17 PM
hayy... i'm a bit pissed off!!
damn it!! at last!! i had a chance to use the computer!! ohh..!!
my day was a bit okay but somehow a damn one!! first, during the PGC time! i thought that we're going to discuss the assignment but then, she gave us a surprised quiz about out assignment!! damn it!! i wasn't able to study well on the assignment!! grr..!! luckily, at least i know something!!! wahahaha!! but not that much!!
then... the subject that i "used to like" take note! used to like! Psychology!! wow!! the subject was really interesting but the prof is really irritating...!!
lahat na lng ata pinupuna nya!! even wearing dangling earrings!!! it's not allowed on her subject to wear dangling earrings!! for the girls of course!! damn!!
what the hell is wrong with that??!!! even the dean didn't say that going to school wearing those kinds of earrings is prohibited!! damn it!! at ito pa ha!! bawal daw maupo sa stairs kc baka pag may emergency hindi daw mkadaan ang mga nasa upper floors!! hello!! common sense pls!!! xmpre kung emergency malalaman mo nman agad un noh!! and of course the students sitting on the stairs would give way to those who are going down or up the stairs!! hello!!
another thing she kept on mentioning and warning and reminding us!! bawal daw ang maki-charge ng cp sa room!! okay cge lusot na un skin! oka lng un!! pero ang sabi pa nya wag daw nmin gawing parang bahay ang room namin kc hindi smin un!! hello once more!! hindi naman namin sinisira ung room nuh!! okay i admit! makalat lang tlaga kmi but hey we're not destroying it okay!! besides, we paid for the room!! ang init nga sa room namin ulit eh!! sira n naman ang aircons!! peste!! one of our professor in theology even said to us that we have the right to use our room and we deserve to use new white board markers everyday because we paid for it!! they're taking it in our tuition fees!! hay naku!!
another thing she said! some of my classmates borrowed a casette player in the avr or i don't know where but in the university, particularly in ou building,, they played some songs since our math prof was not around... then this psycho prof came in early!! it was like around 11:20 but then our time will start at 11:30... then back to the story.. my classmates were trying to explain why they came in late.. actually, she let us out of the room and enter it quietly.. then as i was saying one of my classmates who returned the casette was asked why she was late and she just explained the reason... and all of a sudden this prof said that bkit daw xa sinasagot ng galit and why is that her face looks angry!! damn!! hello for the third time!! first of all, my classmate was not answering her rudely!! and secondly, she was not mad at all!!
damn her!! sorry but it was really irritating!! if you were in our place maybe you would feel the same way too!!
and last thing! we ordered for our hand-out on that subject and we paid for it! so, of course we are going to use it right!! and we did!! but the problem is she told us to copy some of the things on that hand-out!! what's the logic there??!!! she gave us our hand-out and why do we have to copy what's in that thing??!!!!
ohh!! she' beyond normal now!! is that the effect of being a psychologist and having high percentage of ESP??!!!
i don't know!!???
magtitiis na lng ako sa kanya!! hay naku!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 1:54 AM
one tiring day!!
Monday, November 13, 2006
hay grabe!!! todo na tlaga ito!! ang init!!! nakakapagod ang byahe!! actually kasama ko nga cla jade at hazel eh!! kc they have to visit someone and accidentally,,that someone was living in our place!! i mean, in modesta village and take note!! the house was really near!!
i had alot of fun during my way home!! the two girls were really noisy and jade kept on asking if it is near already!! and they were really noisy!! some of the people were looking at them!! hehehe!!! but it was really great!! it was not annoying!! i enjoyed it!! i felt that i was their tour guide and they were tourist who were visiting a country!!
haayy...!! it was totally great!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 12:00 AM
Haayy...!! after a busy and tiresome week!!!!
Thursday, November 09, 2006
oh my gosh!!! at long last!!! i was able to use the computer and have a new post in my blog!!! this week was really tiresome and very busy week!!! at the start of the class... well... we were so busy!!! damn!!! we always go to the library and go home late!!! haay..!!! i'm so tired!!!!!!! thank god it's friday!!!! i have a rest!!! a two-day rest!!! hahahaha!!!! sa wakas!!! bwahahaha!!! mabuti na lang at ginawa na nmin lahat ng assignments namin for next week!!!! well... nagsisipag na ata kami nuh!! bwahahaha!!!!
hope next week would not be so very busy for us!!!!
i'm freaking bored today!!! but then i still want to have a longer vacation!! haayy... throughout this sembreak all i did was sit infront of the computer and surf the net!! that's all i wanted to do but then when it takes too long, i'm getting bored!! haayy..!! am i just bored with my life???!!! i can't do anything useful!!! i wanted to do all the things in my mind but i can't!!! i'm too lazy to do those things at baka magsawa lng ako and besides i need to have longer time!!! i wanted to create my third story kaya lng wala akong maisip na story!! yet i already created my major characters!! waahhh!!!!
i don't know what to do!!!?!?! waaahhh!!!!!!
haayyy... =(
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 7:47 PM
Monday... the day before my class resumes...
good morning everyone!! i just woke up this morning!!! i still feel sleepy!! and i have my allergies again!! achoo..!!! excuse me!! hahaha!!
by the way.. last night at around 6-7 pm i think, i received a call from my boyfriend... ooopppsss!!!!!!!! kidding!! i have no boyfriend this time!! and i'm not in the mood to have one!! wahahah!! well... i received a call from ALYSSA!! my mama!! hahaha!!! at long last!! we were given a chance to talk to the phone once more!!! wahahha!!
guess what we talked about??? hmmm... it's girl thing..!!! i'll give you guys some clues..!! uhhmm... about boys and about the past!!!
bwahahaha!!!
i didn't know that she didn't know(redundant???)that Manjo was my first Love... wahahaha!! she thought that it was only a joke or crush... but then i said no and cleared it to her!!! she can't believed it!!! wahahaha!!!
anyway..!! i missed her so much!!! i miss yah alyssa!!! i lab yah!!!! mwuaah!!! mwuaah!!!!
take care always!!! god bless!!!
miss you too guys!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 4:28 PM
One Day Having A Crazy Weather!!
Saturday, November 04, 2006
okay... the weather is really making me crazy!! first it will be very sunny and hot!! and after a few hours.. it will be a dark and rainy weather!!
what's going on in the world!!! is the ozone layer destroyed already???!! a while ago it was so damn hot and sunny!! now it's raining!! after one hour it's sunny again!!! oh damn!!
well.. at least i have a chance to use the computer alone tomorrow!! bwahahaha!!
and at last my nephew left at my side!! he wants to watch a star wars movie!! all by himself!! but he can't understand it and besides he'll just fall asleep!! and then he stayed at my side and wants to play computer games!!! i just told him that we don't have any games!! bwahahaha!!!(am i too cruel???) maybe he got tired so he went to the bedroom and sleep!! yes!!
bwahahaha!!!(it doesn't mean that i'm totally a child-hater!! it's just that i don't like kids who are very naughty!! ung tipong hindi masaway!!! sobrang pasaway!! naku!! wala akong tiyaga sa mga ganung bata!! baka mabatukan ko lang cla!! X-()
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 10:20 PM
a bit boring day...
haayy..!! i'm a bit bored today!!! and the weather is so hot!! damn!! i can't even text my friends!!! damn that smart!!
luckily, our class resumes at november 7, 2006!!! yehey!!! hahaha!!! honestly, i'm not yet that prepared in going back to school!!! i enjoyed the sembreak so my mind is still on vacation!!! bwahahaha!!!
sayang hindi namin classmate sa PE si janel!! okay lng un!! sasamahan na lng namin xa every thursday!! hehehe!!!
haayy... i'm gonna miss my blog and my friendster!!! because when school starts again... no more computer... but not really no more... less computer!!! sad!!! but it's okay!! it's time to be serious in my studies!! i must be included in the dean's list!!! that's my goal!! actually our goal!! (janel, meg, me, lui and mark!!) janel, meg and i have already made a promise and lui and mark are already included there!! hahaha!!!
this would be all for the day!!!
MEMOIRS OF LOVE ♥ 12:26 AM
The Get-together!!
Thursday, November 02, 2006
wow!!!
finally!!! i was able to attend our get-together yesterday!!! it was held at geraldine's house!!! it was a long time before i got the chance to see and stay at her house!! wow ang ganda ng house nila!! hahaha!!! pang mayaman!!! it was really fun!! especially when nikka arrived... o gosh!! there was like a live band!!
i really did miss her so much!! her voice like a mega phone!! hahaha!!! i miss the rest of course!!
i got home at 7:30 pm.. actually my parents got home...
haayy..
by the way... i was so mad at the smart!! damn!! nababawasan n ang load mo pag nka-unli ka at ngtext k sa smart-tnt!!
isn't that a very big damn thing???!!!
i know that talk n text is sister company of smart??!! i mean, it came from smart!! bad thing, i'm a talk n text subscriber and my friends are smart users!!!
damn it!!! hell smart!!! they're overacting!!! texting my highschool friends is my only communication with them and now i can't do it anymore!!!!
damn that smart!!!!!
oohhh..!!!!!!!! it really pissed me off!!! damn smart!!! you're a big damn smart!!!!