i don't know why all of a sudden i felt like sad... not in the mood... i feel that there is something in me that changed my mood... i don't know... i have no idea...
at first, i was in this feeling of bliss... but then... something happened that change my mood... i think i'm Bertha Young... a character in the story entitled "bliss"
haayy...
it all started when i checked out my friendster account.. then looked on the people added on my list... and there i saw him... a man who used to be spaecial in my heart... a man who's still important to me... a man who i still think of and care for... and of course... the man who i had fallen inlove the first time... let's just call him "eeyore" the codename i gave him when i was in third year highschool... no... i'll say his name... he is JIC...
haay...
what's wrong with that??!!!
what's happening again to me???
maybe it's really true that FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES...???
what do you think guys!!
because i have this feeling where i want to be with him.. i want to see him... i ant to talk to him...
oh please don't tell me that i'm falling for him once again??!!!
that would be a very big damn thing to happen!!!!
oh c'mon!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!
don't let that happen to me!!!
well... it's already 12:10 am in my computer's clock... and here i am still awake..
i'm actually searching for some fanfictions to read before i go to sleep...
that would be all!!
i hope this feeling would vanish immediately!! i don't want to feel inlove this time around... i want to focus on my studies and meet all kinds of people... no more falling inlove...please....