damn...!!! everyday i'm so bothered!! i'm bothered andworried about my grades!!!! until now i have no idea if i passed or not!!!
i don't want to wait any longer!! gsto ko na agad malaman para lam ko kung iiyak ako at magpapakamatay or magsasaya ako!!!
ang tagal!!!
by the way... about my entry last time... about cholo... well it's nothing... maybe i'm just carried away with my problms and even that small thing, i made it into a big deal!! so what if he didn't saythank you??!! i mean it's not his obligation to do that!! besides i'm not totally expecting that he would reply at my text!!
well whoever will read my blog... i would just like to say that i'm sorry cholo!! pati kaw nadamay sa problema ko!! kung sakali mang mabasa mo ang blog ko... sorry!! i'm really very sorry!!!
well you know what guys... it's already exactly 1:00 am and i'm still here... awake... chatting with meg!!! right now!!!
why i'm so bothered these past few days??!!! well it's about my grades!! as i have said before, i still don't have any idea if i passed or not...!!! and i found out that my friends (highschool friends) all passed and most of them got really high and good grades!!!
damn!! damn!!! i'm not mad at them!! and they are not the ones i'm telling damn!!!
why is this happening to me??!!! naging bobo na ako ngayon pang college kung kelan dapat magseryoso sa studies!!! ano bang nangyayari skin??!!! ano ba problema ko??!!!
one thing's for sure, it's definitely not about boys!!!!
i just don't know what's happening to me??!!!
i wish i would be given another chance to start again and be serious with my studies!!!
i know it's not highschool anymore... i'm not in highschool anymore... and things now should be handled seriously...
oh please!!! please!!! i hope i passed first sem!! i hope my bes classmates would pass!!! please!!!!
i promise that i'll be serious with my studies!! i promise that i'll aim for higher grades!!!